my heart hasn't been this heavy in a while. I used to be afraid of loving someone so I did my heart just choose wrong in every category: friendship, acquaintance, community, love, spiritual evenness, political balance....
I guess I want someone to just be there for me without tryna figure me out. I don't belong any where and folks only seem to be in love with the idea of me... not me the that is:
shy
silent
afraid
scared
sacred
mistrusting
abandoned
dismissed
curious
willing
open
vulnerable
They take my 'all that' and replace it
rude
arrogant
aggressive
bully
mean spirited
misguided
hard to know
Wolf
close minded
know it all
And in all that the one thing I have never been nor will I ever be is:
VICTIM
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