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14 July 2014

"Negros"

Been such a long 
time since I have 
taken the space to 
open Pandoras box on 
the seething anger my 
blood posses regarding: Negros, 
Racism, Supremacy, and just 
what exactly we done 
overcome

My heart tends to 
beat out a different
rhythm when adrenaline reaches
my hypothalamus and cones 
and rods begin to
take shape and my 
retina, awakens my RNA

My historical bloodline is
suited and booted with
revolutionary shoes from 'Prada'

These Negros think we 
have gotten somewhere and 
or overcome something Because 
our women can starve 
themselves and aspire to 
the measure of our 
captors, which has made
it acceptable for our 
men to auction block 
pick us like the
purest of cotton and 
some how that makes
them reign supreme and 
call themselves gods and 
in all of this 
I know 'Sarah Bartmaan' is 
turning in her unmarked
grave.

I am not sure 
if you understand what 
I mean. I have 
seen more unsolicited skin
on the outside of 
the picket line than
I did in my 
dreams of blues women
showing purposeful shoulders and 
dragging bass notes across
Negro only juke joints
even prostitutes wore all 
they clothes echoes Georgia
in my inner ear 

Friday night domino sessions
while "sister-mother" somebody 
fried the fresh river 
caught fish in the 
back hell don't you 
know that was the 
glue that tied me  
to you... while sipping 
brown liquid in red 
cups...I am still
wondering what have we
overcome

Negros are two busy
paper chasing and dreaming
about ruling the world
instead of making sweeping 
chess moves that we all
benefit from.

It has been a very 
long time since I 
took the space to
take the time to
quiet my mind to 
unwrap my head wrap 
piece by piece just 
to map out the
cliff noted version of
the underground road to
freedom 

My spirit ain't resting 
to easy when bitch 
and ho are the 
adjectives used to describe 
women that slaved to 
get you the right 
to freedom of speech. 
I don't think you 
hear what I mean. 
Im still questioning what 
we have over come. 
Part of my soul 
wonders have we traded 
auction blocks for cell 
blocks and picket signs 
for white sheets? 
I don't think yous 
is understanding what 
I mean. 

Dreams are deferred and 
dragons have come and 
since I am woman 
you ignore my pen 
slaying as mumbo jumbo... 
so I do voodoo 
to seduce you to 
hear my plea my 
hokuspokus causes you to 
question your cadence 
to change. 

Are you heading the 
lynch mob or simply 
being a pon...

Its been a while 
since I've taken the 
time to shift through 
all of the tangled 
emotions my blood posses 
about the situation of 
the negro, racism, supremacy 
and exactly what we 
have over come. 


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