"As it happens….”

-I-

as it happens 

I am at 

a loss for 

words emotions are

lining up, ordinal

1st it's excitement 

because someone has 

taken the time 

to take the 

time to learn 

the idiosyncratic complexities 

called….you…..2nd, 

-II-

is what I 

call the rush 

of adrenaline as 

it comes to 

the surface as 

it happens those 

emotions tend to 

make themselves as 

real and tangible 

but as it 

happens I am 

no longer in 

instinctual control over 

the rush of 

emotions that stems 

from the well 

up of emotions 

no longer that 

cold and calculated 

now I am 

more subdued 

by the possibilities 

of another emotion 

nameless to the

facts of the

heart as it 

happens these recurrences

seem to be 

reckless that's the

-III-

3rd emotion it 

feels like falling 

over and over 

again when your 

heartbeat changes at 

the moment their 

name is mentioned 

school girls of 

butterflies piled up 

to make your 

insides deceive you 

no algorithm writing

these words brings 

my heart tears 

keep seeing my 

future dreams with 

you in them 

as it happens

-V-

time will tell