Reflections Eternel: Love

I offer salutation

I offer LOVE

I offer Time

I offer meditation

I offer REFLECTION

Some of you may know this and some of you may not know and then there are some of you that think you KNOW based on what I post on social media and in this group but I am here to tell you that my inner court is solid like the ROCK of Gibraltar, and they know who they are, and they hold me and ALLOW me to TAKE counsel and THEY ARE ALL ELDERS (literally)....My tell all is not tell all as you think.... It is not as open as you think. Or as I was told by someone just recently that I was too open. 

That has me thinking because I find myself on this path that is going to take me to a place that know man has gone to before, ironically a woman has.... WOMEN RUN THE WORLD.  I digress. 

Back to the journey of higher vibration and elevation 

I have been reading " A return to love" (M. Williamson) because for so long I hated myself . I hated who I was. WHY? Why was HATE the thing I choose to do about myself? Conditioning. From the womb to the streets I was repeatedly told to 'hate' the self. 

.....reading and reflecting on what the word LOVE is really? Its a mythical creature from a far away land and because its been presenting itself to me in so many forms, what it means, what it means to me, how I express this emotion, is LOVE an action?  ..its amazing that all the things I want to have in LOVE are the very things Im not willing to sell my soul to have. Which makes my love precious and sacred. 

Opinions are like ass wholes a dime a dozen. Why is love not like this? Why do we sensor our LOVE and the expression of LOVE? Questions I have been asking internally for a LONG while. It wasn't until a few days ago and I looked in the mirror did I feel I was ready to allow someone to love me. I have been doing the work (thework.com) and pulling the self outta hatred. 

To share in an expression of LOVE with someone who is not in my blood family but who is an extension of the work I have done to get to this point. I made me cry tears of joy I finally saw BRILLIANT, TALENTED, AND GORGEOUS! 

So Love, I can say to the world (my microcosm world of FB), Im ready to be held, cradled, cared for, protected, looked after and held accountable. Im ready for long walks, tough talks, joy, pain, annual evaluations of our communications, restrictions and liberties. Ready to be called someones.... something special....ready to be cooked for and to cook for and nourish, smiles and pitter patter of small feet running up and down hallways 

Im ready to be Mommy.... 

My reflection today 

eradicate all the clutter in your head, get center, let it flow and get to the core of you and find the LOVE you want. Seek it out with extreme care, caution, pause, reflection and the patience of job...

I pray you find the LOVE you want in your first so you can find the LOVE you need to build and grow....

Reflections Eternal