Seven yrs ago (Tomorrow) Obatala choose me to carry his ache. Its been such a difficult journey. I have lost so many and gain more of me. Sometimes I have been made to feel that this is not my tradition and I worship a devil, my own mother believes Obatala to be a dead God. This journey has been one laced with so many ups and downs and ins and out. I thought of suicide because I thought Olofi was angry with me because I was not doing what I was supposed to. That was other peoples negative and fear injected into my psyche. Then last year we had a come to "Jesus moment"; Obatala has literally removed everyone from my life that was bringing me down and causing me "hurts", he has walked me through soul repair. Face surgery and homelessness. And I still have faith. I still have strength, courage and wisdom: because I wake everyday BLESSED to have breathe. And, now Obatala sits firmly in my Ori. We are now moving as one. I now see and understand the beauty of his restrictions.
Everything I have wanted thus far has come to fruition.
I pray the cloth of my father blesses you for the remainder of your days for you reading this have kept me blessed in faith, tempered in love and shown me that all things are possible under the watchful eye of Olofi...
Ochaalainu
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